No PMO War I

I asked myself how to motivate to be better on track. now i am here again. lets get rdy for 90days challenge.

I love those who are making the choice to get their life back on track. Please, share something on your mind

it's been a pleasure

Soldiers, I just want to confess I am feeling very weak right now, I believe I am in the apex of brain fog. My desire to relapse is high, but my desire to do what is right is higher. Pray for me.

https://www.porva.church/3for30 Here is a challenge to tackle 3 spiritual disciplines, Bible reading, prayer, and fasting, for the next 30 days. Just thought I'd share.

I will be married soon. I started dating my girlfriend when I was on a nofap streak almost three years ago, unfortunately sometime during our relationship I fell back into porn. I've been on and off with nofap while with her. She and I abstain until marriage. Our wedding is just a few months away, I'm making a promise to myself that she is going to be the only woman I'll ever see like that for the rest of my life.

Typically I make a good 2 weeks - 1 month and slip up, it's been my habit on and off for over a year now. This community has really helped me quit my problem. I just wanted to post here saying I am feeling the urges, but I am not gonna quit. With some things in life, there isn't a way around it, above it, or below it. Some things you just gotta go through and deal with it. I'm posting here to declare I am going through it and will deal with this. Temptation is actually exciting, it means the brain is transforming and molding. Kind of like when you put some alcohol on a wound, the stinging means that it's working.

Being saved isn't just about going to heaven, we can be saved from our sins right now, and our pasts be washed away, our lives be made anew. For me, I was way off the deep end in lust and drug use before devoting my life to Christ and He has made within me a clean heart. My lowest point was my 20th birthday when I overdosed on too much drugs and was placed in a psyche ward. There I met Christ, but I didn't have a relationship with God until 3 years after. Now I am completely changed and couldn't be happier. God will heal us from our addictions and problems, but He wants to get to know us personally too. I plead anyone reading this to spend time with God in prayer and in the Bible, just to be with Him. There was a man who once prayed every day from 6:00 - 7:00 before work, saying, "God, it's me. I'm just here to spend some time with You." One day that man unfortunately was in a dangerous accident and was placed into the hospital. He was in a coma and the measurement of his heart rate proved to be weak and irregular for days. However, every day, from 6:00 - 7:00, his heart rate jumped completely back to normal on the readings, and the medical staff only saw it after the fact. When he got out of the coma, he made a complete recovery, and the baffled medical staff asked him, "What happened every day from 6:00 - 7:00?" He said he had the same dream every day, and every day he heard, "[Friend], it's God. I'm just here to spend some time with you."