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217 days !!! but failed

HI in short -
Did 217 days nofap/porn.Came into flatline since 160th day …. Had no will forced myself but I was having no interest in study or anything I also skipped gym . Broke iron 217 due to foggy and no will to do anything like my mind craved for this.
But The problem -
Since I had broken my streak I started having headaches, late night no sleep , still no will to study , I was demotivated .Also

" Something forced my body and mind from inside like someone was forcing me .It was in night when I lay on bed (usually all day I lay but it happened at night when gonna sleep).Constant pain and no will to do anything forcing to do things ."

And unfortunately at 14th day that was yesterday I broke my streak again.

Now I have done new changes in my routine -never going to bed once I wake up .But I am crying from inside my 217 days of streak after 3 years of small streaks of 120 100, 70 and also 185 days streaks (the starting one).I can't go beyond it . I wanna be successful, study daily and make my parents happy .

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217 days !!! but failed
HI in short - Did 217 days nofap/porn.Came into flatline since 160th day .... Had no will forced myself but I was having no interest in study or anything I also skipped gym . Broke iron 217 due to foggy and no will to do anything like my mind craved for this. But The problem - Since I had broken my streak I started having headaches, late night no sleep , still no will to study , I was demotivated .Also " Something forced my body and mind from inside like someone was forcing me .It was in night when I lay on bed (usually all day I lay but it happened at night when gonna sleep).Constant pain and no will to do anything forcing to do things ." And unfortunately at 14th day that was yesterday I broke my streak again. Now I have done new changes in my routine -never going to bed once I wake up .But I am crying from inside my 217 days of streak after 3 years of small streaks of 120 100, 70 and also 185 days streaks (the starting one).I can't go beyond it . I wanna be successful, study daily and make my parents happy .
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That’s rough man. But I think you haven’t lost the wisdom you gained from all these streaks. All these are valuable experiences to understand yourself and your life. The spiritual growth is in resilience not perfection. So get back on track 🙌

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That’s rough man. But I think you haven’t lost the wisdom you gained from all these streaks. All these are valuable experiences to understand yourself and your life. The spiritual growth is in resilience not perfection. So get back on track 🙌
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