No PMO War XL

I am sorry to say that after 3 1/2 weeks of no PMO, I succumbed late last night 😳
The problem or cause was that I allowed myself to start fantasizing sexually, thinking that it would be harmless. That deceptive thought has been my downfall in the past as well. The reality, at least for me, is that once I allow the fantasy to grow, then I slowly begin to lose my sense of clarity. Once those lust demons are allowed to enter, they slowly, steadily and sneakily take over the driver seat. And before you know it, you are in a kind of hypnotic state on autopilot 😳
This is our big challenge, it seems: staying vigilant and alert and closing the door to these demons before they are able to make their way inside! Relapse always begins with “harmless“ micro compromises which will inevitably escalate…
Stay strong, brothers, and I will be following this war from the bunkers 🙏