No PMO War XL

in my case if i relapsed after 20-30 days it seems just void ahead of me the initial days and i will be the most depressed ever doing masturbation daily , u give up bcoz it havent been many time and u think that this is not hardwork but after 1-2 weeks it becomes a habit of not doing but at the time i am doing nothing goes into thinking of porn and those nude thoughts with the real persons bcoz i dont have a girl so porn fills that void. now,my only and biggest enemy is free time but scrolling social media whole day fills that void too i dont crave to watch porn if it have been more than 1-2weeks but now are my boards exams and i am at my home whole day not going to school (school takes most of ur time so u dont have enough time thinking about that) thats why i cant really make a streak and broke around 20 days that i made promising that i never break uncontrolled but i cant study bcoz of the thoughts if i study the thoughts come to my mind and weeks gone into not studying but it was my pre boards exams and i thought forget this shit i cant study thats when i broke my streaks i have broke 20+days before also(i hve been trying for 2-3 years to nafap) but i cant study now also bcoz this makes mind too bad to study i will definitely make my streak in 2026 if not now i have been improved a lot also i have uti around 1 month ago thats where i started this streak bcoz of this shit i suffered this disease if anyone read this till now god bless him jai shree ram🚩❤and share ur story too i wanna share more seeking freindship