My partner isn't in town (she's been out for over six months (handling a family problem)) so I thought I'll do some home cleanup, and frame some photos to surprise her when she's back.
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I was going through some old photos on my laptop and I happened across photos from our steamy vacation.
I was wearing a loose loincloth while watching the photos (it's what I wear at home when there are no guests).
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Within moments, I just realized that I was rock hard, and I mean it felt as if the cock was about to explode. I don't ever remember it being THAT HARD.
I should have stopped at that point, but I was too careless. I thought - no big deal - these are our photos, and I have to sort them anyway - I can handle it.
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And then as I kept scrolling, a video came on (of me pleasuring her), and that set off firecrackers in my head and damn whoa that sent me over the edge and without even touching it, I just ejaculated in my loincloth.
I could tell the moment that I was about to cum and I was screaming in my head - "dude stop it.. no!" but I just couldn't physically resist.
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I've been trying to follow tantra for a while in recent times - and it has helped me improve my mental strength and holding power, but unknowingly running into my past lovemaking with my partner just sent me over the edge. Guess I miss her a lot.
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Such a pity because I wanted to see the final levels of the new artwork.
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Very surprising situation 😯
So why didn't Your system help You prevent this relapse?
It's not a bulletproof method it seems…
@Chrisklb
You can laugh all you want because you've only wanted me to fail. You think that I need to be humbled.
Well, if you read the details - this isn't technically a relapse at all. I didn't watch porn / masturbate / even touch my meat.
It's no different than a wet dream where it happened out of my control (involuntary ejaculation)
But I'm honorable enough to report KIA and share the details.
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If you happened to practice NoFAP for long periods, a man can ejaculate with very little stimulation. Even you would have felt this when you were a teenager. That's where you get the phrase "I just came in my pants"
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My system actually got me back to the heady days of being a teenager. That's how good my system is - that it actually reversed aging! I just realized that this is actually the best testament to my system.
I remember when it happened, for a few moments I was just shocked. I couldn't even comprehend what happened. I felt like a kid who had just had his first ejaculation. It had been so long that I had even forgotten the feeling of ejaculation.
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But the great part about following my system is that - I don't feel the need to chase this feeling of ejaculation or indulge in porn or masturbation.
At the end of the day - my system is to escape from ADDICTION. Not to escape from sex/ejaculation or normal bodily functions.
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While I continue with my life of improvement - you think that this is a good opportunity to laugh at me.
But you're only choosing to wallow in your pathetic life filled with resentful bitterness. Don't do it. Understand what just happened is a wonderful thing in my life.
And you should hope for something similar in yours too.
You think a wet dream is a sign of a body in the midst of healing?
This sort of ejaculation is actually a sign of a fully healed and healthy body.
I've decided to revive you. You did not break the rules of the war. I respect your sense of honor.
Thank you for the unexpected kindness @PierceFranklin
I was pleasantly surprised when I logged into the website when I didn't see the KIA on my page. I thought some error in the website. But now I know.
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I'm waiting for my partner to return so that I can have a laugh with her. I bet she's going to be delighted at the effect she has on me. :-)
I don't think this counts as a relapse. Keep going and don't overthink.
Isn't this still porn use, even if the video is your partner?
@Dopamining of course it is porn, but ib this case it's a porn with his girlfriend
@Escape_From_Porn "you think that this is a good opportunity to laugh at me.
But you're only choosing to wallow in your pathetic life filled with resentful bitterness"
No, I do not, but for some reason You got triggered and decided to get defensive and even wtite things about me that are nowhere near the truth.
I'm not much active these days here, because I focus my attention to supporting people on nofap forums.
So please appreciate, not hate 🙏
@Chrisklb
Are you telling me the original post wasn't meant to mock? It's clear for all to see.
And what makes you think I'm hating on you? I'm not concerned about your opinion of me or my system. I was just pointing out your attitude and telling you to improve yourself.
@Escape_From_Porn yes, no mocking intended there, but just simply stating that that method is not fullproof, because it didn't keep You away from ejaculation.
"And what makes you think I'm hating on you?"
This text here:
"But you're only choosing to wallow in your pathetic life filled with resentful bitterness."
I think I have mentioned this already - this method is not meant to prevent sexual desire / wet dreams / involuntary ejaculation. This method is meant to cure and prevent ADDICTION.
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And if you think that sentence denouncing your bitterness is me hating on you - then you have an inflated ego. Anyway, no point in discussing anything with you. Because we're not mentally in the same place. By God's grace, I've created a system to escape from porn. But you are still stuck in porn and also refuse to follow my system.
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It is like a patient with limited medical knowledge criticizing a celebrated doctor's medicine.
I shouldn't have entertained this argument in the first place.
