No PMO War XLIV

It’s the first week of the war but it’s my third week of being PMO free, I feel amazing. I know it’s unfashionable around here but I did learn this from the Easy Peasy method; for the first time probably since I first discovered PMO, I truly believe (not just objectively but fully subconsciously too) that PMO can only cause harm. I always had that “it’s bad but how bad can it be really?” Mentality; if you asked me what I thought I could say to you “yeah it’s terrible isn’t it?” Whilst deep down think “ but not bad enough to properly stop.” I’m reaching the point where in past attempts I’d be wrestling with my willpower, but I just feel excited to be able to brush it off.

Everything feels a million times better yanno? It’s only been three weeks but the brain fog’s gone, my confidence is back, I’m excited to be outside again, etc etc etc. At this stage, I don’t even feel like there’s anything to resist.

How are you feeling?

I feel urges and my eyes are thirsty to see woman. A desperate need to see their body parts and getting aroused. it happens most of the time, at initial stages I don't look but after 2,3 days I started see them and their parts. Don't know why initially I think I'm strong and then gets the reality check in just 3 days, pretty disappointing. Every time thinks the same that from today I won't but after sometime I do the same and lapse. Please help