A plateau has been hit, no I actually went backwards. not making any progress lately. Sadly i fell into the pmo cycle again, not watching my diet, not praying, not meditating, not improving. Man, the old me from 7 months ago would look at me with shame. That guy used to get on his bike and go to meditate in nature, never miss a workout, count his blessings, be kind to everyone. I want him back, i want to be even better than i was. I spend too much time on insta, and youtube. I also dont eat as much as i should to bulk. Karma and fate is a simple system- you get what you give and i am not giving enough to my purpose and my future self. Its time to change this. I swear by the name of God that i will hit a 30 day streak no matter what. I have a long journey ahead. Stay strong brothers🏝️