When the Nut was plentiful
When the nut was tender
(poet is dreaming of time where there was a lot of PMO and he still didn't feel it is ruining his life. It seemed to be like a free to use drug, but all it it was F*cking his life)
Because I'm fasting from the nut
I go outside to clear my mind
But I see a nut tree
I see nuts of every kind
And so I begin to wonder
The fasting from the nut was a blunder?
(He goes outside to nature to cease the urges, being aware that sitting at home will be dangerous. He suddenly gets triggred, like he sees some hot girl in the street or some poster of hightlub with half naked girls. He wonders of how it will be to jack off)
Shall I just go crazy?
Should I release the thunder?
But oh no!
(Suddenly he "wakes up" that it is going to be a bad idea and quit thinking of PMO)
I've made a bet that I could resist that
And I am not about it (ebalyt)
Best belief… I'm not paying that five dollars
(it is the bet to survive NNN and 5$ will be the price to pay, but worse is losing honor by cumrades. Maybe he's the last one standing of the group? Btw some year there was the obligation to pay as much dollars as days of NNN left after a relapse to team seas)
A week left of my journey
For the Nut I am yearning
Th nut will not bug me
I'm not a rolling pony
I am a Man
They not gonna control me/the NUt wanna conrtol me
(the urges are't gonna control the real man, who set a goal to be free of PMO).
So December comes booming
Blooming like a daisy
Best believe nut as December
You boy going crazy
(on December there's a possibility to jack off, but before everyone was waiting for it )
