This is just me complaining about life not a necessary read for anyone, I'm just venting to make myself feel better.
I've just been shot down by my crush, which I did sort of expect as there is an age difference of 10 years.
I asked because I kept wondering "what if she said yes" so I figure if I didn't ask I wouldn't know.
I thought I might get tempted into addiction again. But this streak has been 10 months long now so while I do feel down I feel like I'm in a position were I'd feel worse to ruin something this good.
Anyway I hoped typing this would make me feel better and it did just not as much as I was hoping.
Cheers if you read this,
Have a merry Christmas