Seeing the number of people left here helps me refocus.
I’m usually tapped out and back on a binge after just a few days without porn. Hitting a weird stage now where my brain is craving something sexual but my fella has no interest. Kind of freaky feeling when you’re used to over sexualization and constant sexual stimulation but it must mean we’re moving forwards in a good way.
Yeah, I understand. It's like your biology is saying give in and your soul is saying it wants something more. You want real love, meaning, and purpose. You're getting stronger and you're realizing you don't want to surrender that strength so easily over something of no value that will only last a moment. The number of people falling makes it very clear to you, just how difficult doing what you're doing really is. It's the feeling of self-respect and power returning to you that, perhaps, you've never tasted before………..I think it's something like that. 🫡🐦🔥
This is around the 4 or 5 time I've quit for over a month and I've got to a point where I've started to feel numb. I don't know if it's disciple kicking, in, the brains biology reseting back to normal but it's not complete so I've got sorta half cravings.
Does that sound like what you are feeling? It's hard to describe but if it's similar, I'd say it is normal. Things are returning to the way they should be.
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