Level 21 it is I guess, must be around Day 45 for me, since I started a little earlier.
However, I have been at this same point so many times. Im not sure why its always around day 45 but i kept failing at this point-always.
The past few days have not been the best ones, i got sick and I still have a lot of things I have to get done. All in all its just really stressful right now.
And I keep asking myself, if i do it, to relieve a little of that stress, will it be worth it. Only this ones, will it be worth it.
It wont, it never has been. But still…
Whats the point of this post tho… im not sure, guess I just wanted to get it out there, its actually hard, not sure if it gets any easier but what I know is that I dont want to disappoint the remaining soldiers.